Do I sell myself to the Devil....

The latest we have to blog about is the profession...this may be dark and dreary and I apoligize..but the serving industry has got ME down... I try to do it as a profession but the way people treat me... Do I sell myself to the devil...I am educated, I try my best, but the people ake me feel like shiate.....how does it feel to be a chump...you spend your whole life pretending to be someone and then u realize it can be knocked down like a stack of brios in an instant....